Hey there, c:
Well, we all know how much I'm famous for my awkwardness! Well, this takes it to a whole new level! So, you guys know how I have those plans to tell the guy that I like him tomorrow? Well, a quick update! I am still planning on doing that, but I know me, and knowing me, I knew I would wimp out if I tried to tell him in person, so, like the awkward person I am, I wrote him a note. It's simple, not too complicated, but it tells him my feelings, so that's a plus. I'm just worried about giving it to him. :/ I might end up just giving it to someone else for them to give to him! :o Okay, back to my story! Today was a half day, so we only had class periods; 1, 2, and 3. (I have 4th period with him) so I didn't see him until lunch which was after 3rd period. I was walking with a few friends and they saw him alone, and so they were like, "let's go say hi." I was like asdfghjkl;. (like always) So we walk over to him, and we all start talking to him. Then my friend is like "group photo!" I was like -.- Are you kidding me? He was like, "Am I in this?" Then my two friends were like "Yes!" Then So we all just line up, but then one of my friends literally grabs me and moves me next to him then scooches me closer to him and says "I need to be in the shot!" as her excuse! I was doubly like Are you kidding? Now. Asdfghjkl;. This is just too much. I mean, I love my friends, but try to be a bit less obvious! Dx Okay, now to find something to do, which will probably be watch How I Met Your Mother reruns! :D Have a great Monday everyone!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Whose Friends Make Life So Awkward!) <3
Monday, June 17, 2013
Saturday, June 15, 2013
Holy Bajeezus.
Howdy, c:
~Real quick side note: J (You know who you are)- I don't care if you read this post, just please don't talk to me about it, it would be much appreciated, thanks :)~
Really quick, (sorry D:) The reason why this is entitled, "Holy Bajeezus" is because I have no IDEA why I'm writing this, it's like, this is nothing I would write before, and I don't exactly know how this is making me feel right now.. ANYWAYS.
There's this guy.. (oh look, a classic start to a teenage girl going on and on about some guy that she likes, well, this is exactly one of those, so I apologize if you don't like it, but it's happening anyways.)
So, Like I said, There's this guy. And what a guy he is. He just makes me feel so happy, and makes me feel wanted and special. It doesn't even make sense though because I only have one class period with him, and we hardly talk. But when we do talk, we talk A LOT. He's so funny, and I feel like we have these inside jokes, and I can't explain them! They're just little things either he or I will say and then we share a look with each other and nobody else understands and they all just get confused and then we're like, "It's an inside joke." And it just makes me feel so happy. I can't explain what it is about him. Maybe it's the fact that whenever I turn to look at him he seems to always be already looking. Maybe it's the fact that whenever he does see me looking he gets this half crooked smile on his face that immediately makes me smile back. Then of course, I blush and look away, realizing what I was doing. Maybe it's the fact that, though I love all of my friends, there are days when I just don't want to talk, and he realizes that and doesn't repeatedly ask me what's wrong, instead he finds out what the little things are that make me smile and he uses them, never letting me dwell on what was making me upset. It's that I always try to find an excuse to talk to him, and he doesn't care that it's so blatantly obvious, and he finds some excuse to respond to my awkward comment that has nothing to do with anything, and we start conversations like that, and sometimes he makes those awkward excuses to talk to me too. It's how his hazel eyes have those bits of red in them and how he jokes around that my fake ginger hair matches his real ginger eyes. It's the fact that he doesn't care if I joke around and call him a ginger and that he tells it right back to me, even though I'm a fake one. It's the fact that if I can depend on anyone to talk, just talk, without any strings attached, it's him. I feel like I'm rambling on and on now, but it's the truth. I can't imagine what my life would be like without him. And that scares me, it truly does. Because there's two days of the school year left, until two months straight where I won't see him, or talk to him, or laugh with him. Because, I know for a fact, that he likes this gorgeous, hilarious, pure-hearted girl. How can I compete with her? I feel like I can't, but I'm planning on telling him anyways. I'm just. Freaking. Out. Over. It. I seriously feel like I'm going to cry, and throw up. Right now, I mean, not when I tell him. What's happening to me? I shouldn't feel like that three days before I tell him, right? I should feel like that when I tell him, but not right now.. right? I just feel like I can't cope. I honestly feel like I can't talk to anyone about this, (J, I'm sorry if you're still reading this) but I just feel like, whenever I try, people just don't seem to care, or they change the topic.I have no clue what to say to him. I briefly thought of writing a note, but it just doesn't seem like it would be sincere enough. So, I decided on telling him in person, but what if I don't get the chance to, and what if I do get the chance to, but I just end up rambling on and on, and it just turns into some big thing that he doesn't follow and he doesn't hear what I'm actually trying to say and then the bell rings and he leaves without understanding? I just. I can't do it. I'm literally crying right now. What is happening to me? I can't cope. I just. I don't, understand. I've had boyfriends before, but him? I feel like he's so so special and dear to me, and I'm so afraid of messing that up. I just. I can't right now. Ugh. I'm sorry. This was just such a long ramble, and if you stuck through it then I applaud you. I'm just gonna go drown in my tears now. ;-;
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is So Confused About A Boy That She Actually Started Crying) <3
~Real quick side note: J (You know who you are)- I don't care if you read this post, just please don't talk to me about it, it would be much appreciated, thanks :)~
Really quick, (sorry D:) The reason why this is entitled, "Holy Bajeezus" is because I have no IDEA why I'm writing this, it's like, this is nothing I would write before, and I don't exactly know how this is making me feel right now.. ANYWAYS.
There's this guy.. (oh look, a classic start to a teenage girl going on and on about some guy that she likes, well, this is exactly one of those, so I apologize if you don't like it, but it's happening anyways.)
So, Like I said, There's this guy. And what a guy he is. He just makes me feel so happy, and makes me feel wanted and special. It doesn't even make sense though because I only have one class period with him, and we hardly talk. But when we do talk, we talk A LOT. He's so funny, and I feel like we have these inside jokes, and I can't explain them! They're just little things either he or I will say and then we share a look with each other and nobody else understands and they all just get confused and then we're like, "It's an inside joke." And it just makes me feel so happy. I can't explain what it is about him. Maybe it's the fact that whenever I turn to look at him he seems to always be already looking. Maybe it's the fact that whenever he does see me looking he gets this half crooked smile on his face that immediately makes me smile back. Then of course, I blush and look away, realizing what I was doing. Maybe it's the fact that, though I love all of my friends, there are days when I just don't want to talk, and he realizes that and doesn't repeatedly ask me what's wrong, instead he finds out what the little things are that make me smile and he uses them, never letting me dwell on what was making me upset. It's that I always try to find an excuse to talk to him, and he doesn't care that it's so blatantly obvious, and he finds some excuse to respond to my awkward comment that has nothing to do with anything, and we start conversations like that, and sometimes he makes those awkward excuses to talk to me too. It's how his hazel eyes have those bits of red in them and how he jokes around that my fake ginger hair matches his real ginger eyes. It's the fact that he doesn't care if I joke around and call him a ginger and that he tells it right back to me, even though I'm a fake one. It's the fact that if I can depend on anyone to talk, just talk, without any strings attached, it's him. I feel like I'm rambling on and on now, but it's the truth. I can't imagine what my life would be like without him. And that scares me, it truly does. Because there's two days of the school year left, until two months straight where I won't see him, or talk to him, or laugh with him. Because, I know for a fact, that he likes this gorgeous, hilarious, pure-hearted girl. How can I compete with her? I feel like I can't, but I'm planning on telling him anyways. I'm just. Freaking. Out. Over. It. I seriously feel like I'm going to cry, and throw up. Right now, I mean, not when I tell him. What's happening to me? I shouldn't feel like that three days before I tell him, right? I should feel like that when I tell him, but not right now.. right? I just feel like I can't cope. I honestly feel like I can't talk to anyone about this, (J, I'm sorry if you're still reading this) but I just feel like, whenever I try, people just don't seem to care, or they change the topic.I have no clue what to say to him. I briefly thought of writing a note, but it just doesn't seem like it would be sincere enough. So, I decided on telling him in person, but what if I don't get the chance to, and what if I do get the chance to, but I just end up rambling on and on, and it just turns into some big thing that he doesn't follow and he doesn't hear what I'm actually trying to say and then the bell rings and he leaves without understanding? I just. I can't do it. I'm literally crying right now. What is happening to me? I can't cope. I just. I don't, understand. I've had boyfriends before, but him? I feel like he's so so special and dear to me, and I'm so afraid of messing that up. I just. I can't right now. Ugh. I'm sorry. This was just such a long ramble, and if you stuck through it then I applaud you. I'm just gonna go drown in my tears now. ;-;
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is So Confused About A Boy That She Actually Started Crying) <3
Apparently My Hair Is Fake? ~A Daily Blog
Herro, c:
Just. Wow. Are you kidding me? This is just so stupid to me. So my (kind of) friend dyed her hair red, and my hair is red aswell. It doesn't bother me when people dye their hair the same color as me, not at all, in fact. I just joke around and say we're twinsies. So, I went up to her and complimented her hair, and she said thanks. I was totally kidding around and so I said, "Oh yes, I know exactly why you chose red." and jokingly and dramatically flipped my hair, and she responds. And. I. Quote. "Yeah, but mine's actually real." What the heck does she mean by that? Is my hair not real? If we are going by that freaking logic, you dyed your hair too, Honey. Like, come on. You're not all that. Honestly, this girl is one who thinks she is really awesome and way cool, but in truth, hang out with her sometime. She is not a very nice girl. She thinks that she's cooler than everyone. This comment just pissed me off. Like, Ergh. Just stop. Thinking. You're. Better. Than. Everyone. Else. The world would be a better place if we stopped comparing ourselves to others. Okay, I need to take a few relaxing hours on Tumblr. Goodbye my Lovelies! :*
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Apparently Has Fake Hair) <3
Just. Wow. Are you kidding me? This is just so stupid to me. So my (kind of) friend dyed her hair red, and my hair is red aswell. It doesn't bother me when people dye their hair the same color as me, not at all, in fact. I just joke around and say we're twinsies. So, I went up to her and complimented her hair, and she said thanks. I was totally kidding around and so I said, "Oh yes, I know exactly why you chose red." and jokingly and dramatically flipped my hair, and she responds. And. I. Quote. "Yeah, but mine's actually real." What the heck does she mean by that? Is my hair not real? If we are going by that freaking logic, you dyed your hair too, Honey. Like, come on. You're not all that. Honestly, this girl is one who thinks she is really awesome and way cool, but in truth, hang out with her sometime. She is not a very nice girl. She thinks that she's cooler than everyone. This comment just pissed me off. Like, Ergh. Just stop. Thinking. You're. Better. Than. Everyone. Else. The world would be a better place if we stopped comparing ourselves to others. Okay, I need to take a few relaxing hours on Tumblr. Goodbye my Lovelies! :*
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Apparently Has Fake Hair) <3
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
Yesterday And A Bit Of Today ~A Daily Blog
Hello Audience (Sponsor) c:
So, yesterday was probably the single most amazing day of my life. Well, one of two. (I'll post a blog about the other one later c:) My theatre friends and I went on a trip for this award show. It was in a city 3 hours away from where we live. It's basically the Tony awards for High School. It was sooo much fun! Like, nonstop funness! (Stupid auto-correct, Funness is too a word!) It was fun from the time we got on the bus at noon to the time we got off the bus at 1:40 AM. Yes, that is how long the trip was. Basically, this is a brief walk through of how our day went;
12:00Pm: Board bus and leave school
12:01Pm- 2:59 Pm: Bus ride to said City
3:00 Pm: Arrive in said City
3:01- 3:50(ish) Pm: Walk around said City to mall
4:00 (ish) Pm: go into mall and eat food! Nom Nom. I had pizza :DD It was a HUGEEE slice!
(Sometime after 4) - 6:05: Shop around said City in the designated boarders- Went to so many stores and didn't buy anything! I'm so proud of myself :').. Not. I wish I had bought stuff!! D:
6:05: After meeting back out front of mall, walk over to where the award show is
7-9:25: Watch show!:D The show was still really fun even though our musical did not get nominated for anything D:
Okay so after we left the theatre, we even left early so we could get on our bus and miss traffic- but oh no. The bus driver had to be 35 minutes late. ._. Okay, so we ended up getting on our bus shortly after 10pm, and as soon as we started driving, the bus driver said, "What's the quickest way out of here?" Like, are you kidding me? Ergh. Longest bus ride ever! But still fun! This one went for about 4 hours because of traffic, and half of it (for me and a few other people at least) was spent SLEEPING! <3 I seriously LOVE to sleep. It's my favorite thing ever! Then we arrived back at school at about 1:40 am, as I already stated. I was SO exhausted! I went almost immediately to sleep (after finishing a bit of homework I had of course)
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Today was just a continuation of yesterday to me, I was so tired and I actually dozed off in my first period! (it was theatre though so she understood) and I still haven't slept since I woke up @ 6:00 am this morning, soo... I think it's time for a small nap! Goodnight my lovelies! <3
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Duper Tired) <3
So, yesterday was probably the single most amazing day of my life. Well, one of two. (I'll post a blog about the other one later c:) My theatre friends and I went on a trip for this award show. It was in a city 3 hours away from where we live. It's basically the Tony awards for High School. It was sooo much fun! Like, nonstop funness! (Stupid auto-correct, Funness is too a word!) It was fun from the time we got on the bus at noon to the time we got off the bus at 1:40 AM. Yes, that is how long the trip was. Basically, this is a brief walk through of how our day went;
12:00Pm: Board bus and leave school
12:01Pm- 2:59 Pm: Bus ride to said City
3:00 Pm: Arrive in said City
3:01- 3:50(ish) Pm: Walk around said City to mall
4:00 (ish) Pm: go into mall and eat food! Nom Nom. I had pizza :DD It was a HUGEEE slice!
(Sometime after 4) - 6:05: Shop around said City in the designated boarders- Went to so many stores and didn't buy anything! I'm so proud of myself :').. Not. I wish I had bought stuff!! D:
6:05: After meeting back out front of mall, walk over to where the award show is
7-9:25: Watch show!:D The show was still really fun even though our musical did not get nominated for anything D:
Okay so after we left the theatre, we even left early so we could get on our bus and miss traffic- but oh no. The bus driver had to be 35 minutes late. ._. Okay, so we ended up getting on our bus shortly after 10pm, and as soon as we started driving, the bus driver said, "What's the quickest way out of here?" Like, are you kidding me? Ergh. Longest bus ride ever! But still fun! This one went for about 4 hours because of traffic, and half of it (for me and a few other people at least) was spent SLEEPING! <3 I seriously LOVE to sleep. It's my favorite thing ever! Then we arrived back at school at about 1:40 am, as I already stated. I was SO exhausted! I went almost immediately to sleep (after finishing a bit of homework I had of course)
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Today was just a continuation of yesterday to me, I was so tired and I actually dozed off in my first period! (it was theatre though so she understood) and I still haven't slept since I woke up @ 6:00 am this morning, soo... I think it's time for a small nap! Goodnight my lovelies! <3
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Duper Tired) <3
Monday, June 10, 2013
I Haven't Been On In A While! :o ~A Daily Blog
Hey Everyone! c:
Sorry I haven't been on for a while! I've been super busy with school work! I've had finals and I've had a few theatre projects I've had to do. So I'm sorry! A little update on my life..? Well, as I've already said, I've had a few finals and my math teacher chooses to punish us by giving us math to do on the last week of school ._.That reminds me! School is out on the 18th! There's only 8 days!! :D I am seriously so excited! One week from tomorrow and the school year shall be over! asdfghjkl; about that.. Uhm.. I'm still awkward as ever, but I got the guy I like to sign my yearbook, so that was a plus! But I think he knows that I like him and I'm fairly certain that he likes somebody else, so that truly makes me really sad. Can we just talk about this really fast? We've started talking A LOT lately. Everytime when we are talking and I feel like he likes me, he always pulls back and leaves me more confused than ever. I just don't know what to do anymore. So, I've come to a conclusion. The last day of school is a half day and I only have one class with him, which is 4th. I've decided to somehow figure a way to tell him I like him at the end of that class period. I don't know how well it will work out, but I figure, hey, we won't have lunch after that so if it goes wrong I can just run out of class and go to my next class, and then it's a half day, so nothing will really change. Besides, it will be the last day of school, so him and I will both have an entire 2 months to forget about it, but if it goes good then we will probably end up talking and hanging out over summer, soo... D: I'm just so nervous and I have no idea how to go about telling him!
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If you have any cute ideas on how to tell someone you like them then PLEASE, post in the comments! It would help out a bunch and I'll give you a virtual hug if you do!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Likes A Ginger) <3
Sorry I haven't been on for a while! I've been super busy with school work! I've had finals and I've had a few theatre projects I've had to do. So I'm sorry! A little update on my life..? Well, as I've already said, I've had a few finals and my math teacher chooses to punish us by giving us math to do on the last week of school ._.That reminds me! School is out on the 18th! There's only 8 days!! :D I am seriously so excited! One week from tomorrow and the school year shall be over! asdfghjkl; about that.. Uhm.. I'm still awkward as ever, but I got the guy I like to sign my yearbook, so that was a plus! But I think he knows that I like him and I'm fairly certain that he likes somebody else, so that truly makes me really sad. Can we just talk about this really fast? We've started talking A LOT lately. Everytime when we are talking and I feel like he likes me, he always pulls back and leaves me more confused than ever. I just don't know what to do anymore. So, I've come to a conclusion. The last day of school is a half day and I only have one class with him, which is 4th. I've decided to somehow figure a way to tell him I like him at the end of that class period. I don't know how well it will work out, but I figure, hey, we won't have lunch after that so if it goes wrong I can just run out of class and go to my next class, and then it's a half day, so nothing will really change. Besides, it will be the last day of school, so him and I will both have an entire 2 months to forget about it, but if it goes good then we will probably end up talking and hanging out over summer, soo... D: I'm just so nervous and I have no idea how to go about telling him!
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If you have any cute ideas on how to tell someone you like them then PLEASE, post in the comments! It would help out a bunch and I'll give you a virtual hug if you do!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Likes A Ginger) <3
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Audin ~A Fanfiction
Hey Everybody! c:
(Tell me I wasn't the only one who thought of Dr Nick.. (Simpsons?))
Anyways,
This is a fanfiction about my friends, I just changed their names to remain... "Anonymous"
Well, I hope you like it! Tell me your opinion in the comments! :D
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(Tell me I wasn't the only one who thought of Dr Nick.. (Simpsons?))
Anyways,
This is a fanfiction about my friends, I just changed their names to remain... "Anonymous"
Well, I hope you like it! Tell me your opinion in the comments! :D
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Audin
He saw her around school at first. Jordin thought she was so pretty and he thought that she didn’t deserve to be sad. He wanted her to be the happiest girl in the world, so he started talking to her. Telling her she’s beautiful and sharing his best corny jokes with her just so that he could see her smile, her genuine smile at that. In a way, he was kind of happy when they broke up, but he immediately dismissed the thought. The break up made her sad, and if there was one thing that he didn’t like about her, it was when she is sad.
He saw her around school at first. Jordin thought she was so pretty and he thought that she didn’t deserve to be sad. He wanted her to be the happiest girl in the world, so he started talking to her. Telling her she’s beautiful and sharing his best corny jokes with her just so that he could see her smile, her genuine smile at that. In a way, he was kind of happy when they broke up, but he immediately dismissed the thought. The break up made her sad, and if there was one thing that he didn’t like about her, it was when she is sad.
He
approached her one day at lunch. “Hey Aubrey.” Jordin was never much of a flirt
and just thinking about trying immediately turned his face bright red.
Aubrey looked up from her uneaten
food to Jordin, memorizing the details of his face, worried that one day she
may not have this amazing guy to talk to everyday. She hadn’t thought much
about it, but lately, she’s been noticing the little things about him. The way
his face turns red when anything inappropriate is brought up and the way he
gets this crooked smile whenever they talk. She realized then, that she had
actually fallen for the boy with the goofy grin and innocent demeanor. She
tried to play it off casually as if she didn’t just have a life changing
realization. “Hey Jordin.”
They
both look away, red in the face. Neither knew what to say. Jordin knew that she
was upset before he walked over, but as soon as he did, her face lit up like a
child’s face on Christmas. Aubrey was confused on her feelings, but there he
was, his face red from nervousness or awkwardness, she couldn’t tell which.
“Uhm,
well..” Jordin’s attempt to start a conversation ending with an even more awkward
silence shared between the two of them.
“Jordin,
I’ve got to go, um, take a test.. I’ll talk to you later, okay?” With that,
Aubrey left her uneaten food behind and left him sitting there, even more
confused than ever.
The
rest of the week passed similar to this, Jordin trying, as always, to get
closer to Aubrey. The next Friday however, it was Aubrey who approached Jordin
first. “Jordin, I know I’ve been acting really weird lately, but there’s
something I’ve been meaning to tell you.. I really like you. I discovered this
a while back, I just didn’t know how to make it unobvious. I was so afraid that
you would hate me for it, but I knew that I couldn’t hide from it or you
forever, so I just had to tell you I’m so sorry!..” She continued to ramble on,
not knowing how to get all of her thoughts and feelings out into the open fast
enough and with enough clarity. That was, until Jordin put a hand out gently to
stop her, lightly letting his fingertips rest on her lips.
“Aubrey,
I don’t think you understand. I like you too, I may even love you. I think I
have since I first met you. You make me so happy, the way you laugh and obsess
over the little things. You warm my heart every time I see you or hear you say
my name.” With those words, he leans down and gently brushes his lips across
hers. He pulls back, looking at her. Just her. His Aubrey.
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Copyright That Girl Next Door. Please don't use my story, unless you ask me first and credit me! (Sorry for seeming a bit weird with that, I just am protective over my work) Well that was it! I hope you all enjoyed it! Today was such an uneventful day though! D: Tumblr, here I come!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door <3
That Girl Next Door <3
Thursday, June 6, 2013
I Am Such A Horrible Person
Hey, c:
MY FRIEND AND I ARE SUCH HORRIBLE PEOPLE. So, me and (Let's go with Q) anyways, Q and I are surprising my friend.. Z that Q is going on this trip with Z and I next Tuesday. Z would not leave Q and I alone because she knew there was something going on. So Q had the bright idea to tell her that one of our friends is dying and Tuesday is his last day. We even got him in on this prank and Z is now freaking out thinking that this boy that is our bestfriend is going to die. We are planning on having him tell her tomorrow though that he isn't actually going to die. She is going to murder us. It's inevitable, but...we kind of deserve it after what we did. Oh gosh, we are going to burn in hell. Anyways, I felt like sharing. By the way, thank you guys so much for reading, it really means a lot to me. You don't have to follow, but it would be much appreciated! c: Also, please recommend to your friends if you like me! c: Love you guys!<3 Have a lovely rest of your day! c:
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Going To Burn In Hell) <3
MY FRIEND AND I ARE SUCH HORRIBLE PEOPLE. So, me and (Let's go with Q) anyways, Q and I are surprising my friend.. Z that Q is going on this trip with Z and I next Tuesday. Z would not leave Q and I alone because she knew there was something going on. So Q had the bright idea to tell her that one of our friends is dying and Tuesday is his last day. We even got him in on this prank and Z is now freaking out thinking that this boy that is our bestfriend is going to die. We are planning on having him tell her tomorrow though that he isn't actually going to die. She is going to murder us. It's inevitable, but...we kind of deserve it after what we did. Oh gosh, we are going to burn in hell. Anyways, I felt like sharing. By the way, thank you guys so much for reading, it really means a lot to me. You don't have to follow, but it would be much appreciated! c: Also, please recommend to your friends if you like me! c: Love you guys!<3 Have a lovely rest of your day! c:
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Going To Burn In Hell) <3
Frustration That Isn't Enough To Be A Rant ~A Daily Blog
Hi, c:
Okay, so this is my day today, and let me just tell you, it has been shitty. (Pardon my French) To start off my horrible day, I had a final this morning so while all of my friends were off sleeping at home, I had to come in early and take this stupid test. Don't get me wrong, it was actually very easy, but still. Tests. I hate them. After that my day was actually really good, my classes were fun! Until we got to lunch. This really just put me into a bad mood. I got out of a relationship about a month ago, and I do not like him anymore, at all. I don't mean that in a rude way, I just don't like him as a boyfriend type, he's actually a really great guy. My friend though, seems to think that what he does bothers me in any way shape or form, but it really does not. So, she was about to tell me something, but then she's like "Oh nevermind." I hate that so much. If you start a conversation, freaking finish it. So I kept telling her to tell me because I knew it involved me, but she wouldnt. Tell. Me. Ergh. So, my other friend was like "Can I know?" Then my friend was like "Yeah!" And freaking told her. Like, are you freaking kidding me? I was beyond pissed, and I was definitely not going to just sit there while she told my friend something about me so I was like, "Im gonna go get lunch" so I walked away. About 10 minutes later my friend that got told came over to me and told me. Can you guess what it was? All he was doing was getting phone numbers from girls. Does she really think that bothers me? Like come on! I've moved on, I don't expect him not to. To top it off, here comes my bestfriend saying, (I need a code name, so I'm going to use W) "Hey W and I are going to hang out during lunch." I asked her, "Why can't we all hang out?" So she's like "Oh, well W needs to talk to me about something." and they walk away. Ugh. This pisses me off way more than it should though. But, she never hangs out with me anymore! And whenever she does, she never actually talks to me! I have so much going on right now, and I can't talk to anyone about it, but her because she's the only one who knows the whole story, but everytime I try to talk to her, she always runs off to talk to her other friends. Ugh. I'm sorry this was such an angst filled teenaged girl post, but I just really needed to get this off my chest, and what better way than to tell it to the interwebs? Anyways, time to just watch some Doctor Who and forget about how much of a train wreck today has been. Goodbye my lovelies <3
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Frustrated At People) <3
Okay, so this is my day today, and let me just tell you, it has been shitty. (Pardon my French) To start off my horrible day, I had a final this morning so while all of my friends were off sleeping at home, I had to come in early and take this stupid test. Don't get me wrong, it was actually very easy, but still. Tests. I hate them. After that my day was actually really good, my classes were fun! Until we got to lunch. This really just put me into a bad mood. I got out of a relationship about a month ago, and I do not like him anymore, at all. I don't mean that in a rude way, I just don't like him as a boyfriend type, he's actually a really great guy. My friend though, seems to think that what he does bothers me in any way shape or form, but it really does not. So, she was about to tell me something, but then she's like "Oh nevermind." I hate that so much. If you start a conversation, freaking finish it. So I kept telling her to tell me because I knew it involved me, but she wouldnt. Tell. Me. Ergh. So, my other friend was like "Can I know?" Then my friend was like "Yeah!" And freaking told her. Like, are you freaking kidding me? I was beyond pissed, and I was definitely not going to just sit there while she told my friend something about me so I was like, "Im gonna go get lunch" so I walked away. About 10 minutes later my friend that got told came over to me and told me. Can you guess what it was? All he was doing was getting phone numbers from girls. Does she really think that bothers me? Like come on! I've moved on, I don't expect him not to. To top it off, here comes my bestfriend saying, (I need a code name, so I'm going to use W) "Hey W and I are going to hang out during lunch." I asked her, "Why can't we all hang out?" So she's like "Oh, well W needs to talk to me about something." and they walk away. Ugh. This pisses me off way more than it should though. But, she never hangs out with me anymore! And whenever she does, she never actually talks to me! I have so much going on right now, and I can't talk to anyone about it, but her because she's the only one who knows the whole story, but everytime I try to talk to her, she always runs off to talk to her other friends. Ugh. I'm sorry this was such an angst filled teenaged girl post, but I just really needed to get this off my chest, and what better way than to tell it to the interwebs? Anyways, time to just watch some Doctor Who and forget about how much of a train wreck today has been. Goodbye my lovelies <3
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Frustrated At People) <3
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Reasons Why I'm A Fail #2
Hello there, c:
This is a bit of a continuation of my awkwardness.. Not in the sense of boys/relationship prospects, more like all people in general. I seriously am like the least charismatic person ever. In theatre, I've been in it for a year now, but I feel like there are still a ton of people that just don't like me and think I'm super awkward. I mean, I am awkward, but.. still. There are new people to this who have already become close friends with everyone, and it makes me really really sad because I want to become really close friends with all of these upperclassmen, but I just don't know how. D: Now, to go spend my life on the interwebs as always.. I have no friends.. D:
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Awkward) <3
This is a bit of a continuation of my awkwardness.. Not in the sense of boys/relationship prospects, more like all people in general. I seriously am like the least charismatic person ever. In theatre, I've been in it for a year now, but I feel like there are still a ton of people that just don't like me and think I'm super awkward. I mean, I am awkward, but.. still. There are new people to this who have already become close friends with everyone, and it makes me really really sad because I want to become really close friends with all of these upperclassmen, but I just don't know how. D: Now, to go spend my life on the interwebs as always.. I have no friends.. D:
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Awkward) <3
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
My Life Is So Boring..~A Daily Blog
Meow, c:
Okay, first of all, I would like to point out that for the "Hello" thing, I always pick the first thing that pops into my head, and today it happened to be "Meow"? (What is wrong with me, omg.) Okay, well, uhm, anyways, (Oh god I'm so awkward) Well, my life is boring. This is pretty much a filler blog. How's life? Uhm, anyone watch America's Got Talent? I'm in the process of watching it and I just finished watching Miu. Oh god, Howie! Why wouldn't you 'x' her?! That was pretty horrifying! She had this crazy demon expression on her face!! Okay, well, that's it I guess. Boop. Byee! (Sorry this was such a fail!)
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Has A Boring Life :o) <3
Okay, first of all, I would like to point out that for the "Hello" thing, I always pick the first thing that pops into my head, and today it happened to be "Meow"? (What is wrong with me, omg.) Okay, well, uhm, anyways, (Oh god I'm so awkward) Well, my life is boring. This is pretty much a filler blog. How's life? Uhm, anyone watch America's Got Talent? I'm in the process of watching it and I just finished watching Miu. Oh god, Howie! Why wouldn't you 'x' her?! That was pretty horrifying! She had this crazy demon expression on her face!! Okay, well, that's it I guess. Boop. Byee! (Sorry this was such a fail!)
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Has A Boring Life :o) <3
Monday, June 3, 2013
The Hilarity! ~A Daily Blog
Howdy! c:
So first off, again with the whole people I know may know who I am from this, but oh well! Felt like sharing! Again, please come talk to me if you think it's me and I will openly admit it to you! :3
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So today my friends were walking with this guy. Pretty much nobody but his family and close friends like this guy. He's a serious A** Hole, and just needs to be taught a lesson. He is also one of the biggest wimps I have ever known. Aka, this guy is my Ex Boyfriend. (The A** Hole thing isn't because of the fact that he's my ex. It's because of who he is. I was just too blind to see it, but now I keep learning new things about him everyday that make me frustrated that I fell for him.) Anyways, so he had his arms around my friends as I was walking by. My friend (One that had his arm around her) looked over at me and was basically trying to get me to help them because neither of them like him. So, as I start to walk over to them, she yells my name and starts waving me over, so naturally I act all nonchalant and walk over to them. He instantly gets a super awkward expression on his face and puts his arms down and just stands there trying to be as small as possible. After a couple minutes I walk away (I don't want to fully torture the guy) and I hear from one of those friends that after I left he stays super awkward and then is just like "I've got to go" and walks away. First of all, LOL. I was laughing SO hard at this! I no longer have any feelings for him, but he is such a wimp! He is so afraid to face any of his ex girlfriends because they all learn one way or another how rude and horrible he is! I just started cracking up as I walked away too, so I know that he knows that I know how much of a wimp he is. (That sentence was a mouthful. Er, type-full?) I just thought it was the funniest thing ever! Now to go watch some Doctor Who and eat pizza! :3
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Loves To Make Her Exes Uncomfortable) <3
So first off, again with the whole people I know may know who I am from this, but oh well! Felt like sharing! Again, please come talk to me if you think it's me and I will openly admit it to you! :3
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So today my friends were walking with this guy. Pretty much nobody but his family and close friends like this guy. He's a serious A** Hole, and just needs to be taught a lesson. He is also one of the biggest wimps I have ever known. Aka, this guy is my Ex Boyfriend. (The A** Hole thing isn't because of the fact that he's my ex. It's because of who he is. I was just too blind to see it, but now I keep learning new things about him everyday that make me frustrated that I fell for him.) Anyways, so he had his arms around my friends as I was walking by. My friend (One that had his arm around her) looked over at me and was basically trying to get me to help them because neither of them like him. So, as I start to walk over to them, she yells my name and starts waving me over, so naturally I act all nonchalant and walk over to them. He instantly gets a super awkward expression on his face and puts his arms down and just stands there trying to be as small as possible. After a couple minutes I walk away (I don't want to fully torture the guy) and I hear from one of those friends that after I left he stays super awkward and then is just like "I've got to go" and walks away. First of all, LOL. I was laughing SO hard at this! I no longer have any feelings for him, but he is such a wimp! He is so afraid to face any of his ex girlfriends because they all learn one way or another how rude and horrible he is! I just started cracking up as I walked away too, so I know that he knows that I know how much of a wimp he is. (That sentence was a mouthful. Er, type-full?) I just thought it was the funniest thing ever! Now to go watch some Doctor Who and eat pizza! :3
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Loves To Make Her Exes Uncomfortable) <3
Reasons Why I'm A Fail
Hey There Beautifuls, c:
(This may or not be a skit that Danisnotonfire does *Sponsor*, but the internet is all about copycats, so oh well!) I am seriously so awkward. I can't even talk to the guy I like without making it totally obvious. I just recently learned about myself that I like him, and I feel like my attitude has changed a lot around him to the awkward, "haeh" stage. (Onomatopoeia- imagine that word as a sound and that's that stage.) I'm so bad at life. I even only have one class with him too, so it makes me super sad. Especially since I've discovered that I like him, he doesn't seem to talk to me as much, so I'm wondering how obvious I make it! D: I'm so sad right now at how awkward I am. Don't get me wrong, I've had boyfriends before.. It's just I'm so bad at flirting and I'm super awkward with everything I do leading up to being a girlfriend. Afterwards, I'm okay. D: I can't even flirt over text or anything. I just fail at life.
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Do you guys like this sort of entry? I figured I would try it out! Tell me what you think in the comments (or not, that works too!)
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Awkward) <3
(This may or not be a skit that Danisnotonfire does *Sponsor*, but the internet is all about copycats, so oh well!) I am seriously so awkward. I can't even talk to the guy I like without making it totally obvious. I just recently learned about myself that I like him, and I feel like my attitude has changed a lot around him to the awkward, "haeh" stage. (Onomatopoeia- imagine that word as a sound and that's that stage.) I'm so bad at life. I even only have one class with him too, so it makes me super sad. Especially since I've discovered that I like him, he doesn't seem to talk to me as much, so I'm wondering how obvious I make it! D: I'm so sad right now at how awkward I am. Don't get me wrong, I've had boyfriends before.. It's just I'm so bad at flirting and I'm super awkward with everything I do leading up to being a girlfriend. Afterwards, I'm okay. D: I can't even flirt over text or anything. I just fail at life.
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Do you guys like this sort of entry? I figured I would try it out! Tell me what you think in the comments (or not, that works too!)
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Awkward) <3
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Why I Posted A Rant On Honkers
Hey There, c:
This is the story behind why I posted the rant on Honker's In Cities.
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So, I posted a daily blog about my day, and part of it had included going to the Farmer's Market. Basically the Farmer's Market I went to has two different sections that are separated by a road. This road is not blocked off, so the pedestrians and cars still have to use the law of the road. Like in any big city though, if the sign says "Don't Walk," but there's no cars in sight.. people are gonna walk! It's going to happen. If you can't accept this as a driver, then you need to start accepting it. So the sign said, "Don't walk," but the road was completely empty. So pretty much everyone starts walking across the street. Then out of nowhere this car comes whipping around the corner and is forced to slam on the breaks because there's a huge crowd of people in the street going across. Everyone starts hurrying as this guy has the right away, but then he starts blaring on his horn and like yelling out of the window, gesturing over at the fact that the light is green. Basically everyone slowed down. I got out of the road quickly of course, but for real? Who does that guy think he is? I just wanted to be like, get over yourself buddy. Maybe if you went the speed limit people would actually see you before you suddenly appeared and be able to get off faster, but not if you're going to be a jerk! Anyways, I felt like I should explain on here and not end up rambling on a rant post. :D
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door cx
This is the story behind why I posted the rant on Honker's In Cities.
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So, I posted a daily blog about my day, and part of it had included going to the Farmer's Market. Basically the Farmer's Market I went to has two different sections that are separated by a road. This road is not blocked off, so the pedestrians and cars still have to use the law of the road. Like in any big city though, if the sign says "Don't Walk," but there's no cars in sight.. people are gonna walk! It's going to happen. If you can't accept this as a driver, then you need to start accepting it. So the sign said, "Don't walk," but the road was completely empty. So pretty much everyone starts walking across the street. Then out of nowhere this car comes whipping around the corner and is forced to slam on the breaks because there's a huge crowd of people in the street going across. Everyone starts hurrying as this guy has the right away, but then he starts blaring on his horn and like yelling out of the window, gesturing over at the fact that the light is green. Basically everyone slowed down. I got out of the road quickly of course, but for real? Who does that guy think he is? I just wanted to be like, get over yourself buddy. Maybe if you went the speed limit people would actually see you before you suddenly appeared and be able to get off faster, but not if you're going to be a jerk! Anyways, I felt like I should explain on here and not end up rambling on a rant post. :D
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door cx
Today Was Fabulous! ~A Daily Blog
Hey, c:
Today was so amazing! I got to hang out all day with my mom in (Spoiler Alert to who I am) Downtown Portland! It was so fabulous! I have this assignment for (Spoiler Alert) my Digital Photography class called a 'Coffee Table Book' and I decided to something on Portland! I've already started going through all of the photos I have because I have so many! It's gonna take forever! Another thing that I did today was go to the Farmer's Market and I got a Henna Tattoo!! (If you know me, that would be a big Spoiler Alert.) Anyways, I just wanted to share some of the epicness of my day! (Stupid Autocorrect, 'epicness' is too a word!) I did kind of give a few Spoiler Alerts to who I am in this post, but quite frankly, I don't think anyone reading this would guess it was me! Half of my audience in Russia! (Love you guys! Thanks so much for reading!) I love all of my other readers too! If anyone I know do happens to read it and thinks it's me, just ask and I will tell you xD! Love you Neighbors! <3 Now to look through all of my photos! >.< Yikes!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door <3
Today was so amazing! I got to hang out all day with my mom in (Spoiler Alert to who I am) Downtown Portland! It was so fabulous! I have this assignment for (Spoiler Alert) my Digital Photography class called a 'Coffee Table Book' and I decided to something on Portland! I've already started going through all of the photos I have because I have so many! It's gonna take forever! Another thing that I did today was go to the Farmer's Market and I got a Henna Tattoo!! (If you know me, that would be a big Spoiler Alert.) Anyways, I just wanted to share some of the epicness of my day! (Stupid Autocorrect, 'epicness' is too a word!) I did kind of give a few Spoiler Alerts to who I am in this post, but quite frankly, I don't think anyone reading this would guess it was me! Half of my audience in Russia! (Love you guys! Thanks so much for reading!) I love all of my other readers too! If anyone I know do happens to read it and thinks it's me, just ask and I will tell you xD! Love you Neighbors! <3 Now to look through all of my photos! >.< Yikes!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door <3
Saturday, June 1, 2013
What A Day It Has Been ~A Daily Blog
Hey There Interwebs cx
Today has been a fantastic day! I had a barbecue with some close family friends and it was so much fun! Got to hang out with some people that I haven't seen in ages! I also kicked this guy's butt at nerf! I felt so proud of myself! (': (Not to toot my own horn) Then I had a theatre awards ceremony tonight at my high school and it was a blast! I got inducted into the Thespian Society and got an award! :D I also JV'd in theatre! That's so amazing to me! I had so much fun! I think it's just amazing that my theatre teacher has enough faith in me that when something needs to be worked (tech wise) that she can ask me and I just feel so honored! :D So, I also got to work the sound and lights! :D Okay, well that was my day! How was yours? Even though I feel like I'm talking to nobody D: Comment and tell me how your day was! I promise I won't bite. 0:) Thank you so much for reading my blog! Feel free to follow, or not, it's up to you! And, if you have stuck with me this long, then I seriously LOVE you (I love you too if you're new readers!)! I just love everyone. I'm a big ball of love :3 Now, time for even more amazingness to add to my day.. TUMBLR! :D Oh also, please comment and tell me what you think of this blog template! I'll be probably changing the template up every so often, so please tell me if you have any suggestions! :D Goodnight My Lovelies! :*
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door! <3
Today has been a fantastic day! I had a barbecue with some close family friends and it was so much fun! Got to hang out with some people that I haven't seen in ages! I also kicked this guy's butt at nerf! I felt so proud of myself! (': (Not to toot my own horn) Then I had a theatre awards ceremony tonight at my high school and it was a blast! I got inducted into the Thespian Society and got an award! :D I also JV'd in theatre! That's so amazing to me! I had so much fun! I think it's just amazing that my theatre teacher has enough faith in me that when something needs to be worked (tech wise) that she can ask me and I just feel so honored! :D So, I also got to work the sound and lights! :D Okay, well that was my day! How was yours? Even though I feel like I'm talking to nobody D: Comment and tell me how your day was! I promise I won't bite. 0:) Thank you so much for reading my blog! Feel free to follow, or not, it's up to you! And, if you have stuck with me this long, then I seriously LOVE you (I love you too if you're new readers!)! I just love everyone. I'm a big ball of love :3 Now, time for even more amazingness to add to my day.. TUMBLR! :D Oh also, please comment and tell me what you think of this blog template! I'll be probably changing the template up every so often, so please tell me if you have any suggestions! :D Goodnight My Lovelies! :*
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door! <3
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