Hey there, c:
Well, we all know how much I'm famous for my awkwardness! Well, this takes it to a whole new level! So, you guys know how I have those plans to tell the guy that I like him tomorrow? Well, a quick update! I am still planning on doing that, but I know me, and knowing me, I knew I would wimp out if I tried to tell him in person, so, like the awkward person I am, I wrote him a note. It's simple, not too complicated, but it tells him my feelings, so that's a plus. I'm just worried about giving it to him. :/ I might end up just giving it to someone else for them to give to him! :o Okay, back to my story! Today was a half day, so we only had class periods; 1, 2, and 3. (I have 4th period with him) so I didn't see him until lunch which was after 3rd period. I was walking with a few friends and they saw him alone, and so they were like, "let's go say hi." I was like asdfghjkl;. (like always) So we walk over to him, and we all start talking to him. Then my friend is like "group photo!" I was like -.- Are you kidding me? He was like, "Am I in this?" Then my two friends were like "Yes!" Then So we all just line up, but then one of my friends literally grabs me and moves me next to him then scooches me closer to him and says "I need to be in the shot!" as her excuse! I was doubly like Are you kidding? Now. Asdfghjkl;. This is just too much. I mean, I love my friends, but try to be a bit less obvious! Dx Okay, now to find something to do, which will probably be watch How I Met Your Mother reruns! :D Have a great Monday everyone!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Whose Friends Make Life So Awkward!) <3
Monday, June 17, 2013
Saturday, June 15, 2013
Holy Bajeezus.
Howdy, c:
~Real quick side note: J (You know who you are)- I don't care if you read this post, just please don't talk to me about it, it would be much appreciated, thanks :)~
Really quick, (sorry D:) The reason why this is entitled, "Holy Bajeezus" is because I have no IDEA why I'm writing this, it's like, this is nothing I would write before, and I don't exactly know how this is making me feel right now.. ANYWAYS.
There's this guy.. (oh look, a classic start to a teenage girl going on and on about some guy that she likes, well, this is exactly one of those, so I apologize if you don't like it, but it's happening anyways.)
So, Like I said, There's this guy. And what a guy he is. He just makes me feel so happy, and makes me feel wanted and special. It doesn't even make sense though because I only have one class period with him, and we hardly talk. But when we do talk, we talk A LOT. He's so funny, and I feel like we have these inside jokes, and I can't explain them! They're just little things either he or I will say and then we share a look with each other and nobody else understands and they all just get confused and then we're like, "It's an inside joke." And it just makes me feel so happy. I can't explain what it is about him. Maybe it's the fact that whenever I turn to look at him he seems to always be already looking. Maybe it's the fact that whenever he does see me looking he gets this half crooked smile on his face that immediately makes me smile back. Then of course, I blush and look away, realizing what I was doing. Maybe it's the fact that, though I love all of my friends, there are days when I just don't want to talk, and he realizes that and doesn't repeatedly ask me what's wrong, instead he finds out what the little things are that make me smile and he uses them, never letting me dwell on what was making me upset. It's that I always try to find an excuse to talk to him, and he doesn't care that it's so blatantly obvious, and he finds some excuse to respond to my awkward comment that has nothing to do with anything, and we start conversations like that, and sometimes he makes those awkward excuses to talk to me too. It's how his hazel eyes have those bits of red in them and how he jokes around that my fake ginger hair matches his real ginger eyes. It's the fact that he doesn't care if I joke around and call him a ginger and that he tells it right back to me, even though I'm a fake one. It's the fact that if I can depend on anyone to talk, just talk, without any strings attached, it's him. I feel like I'm rambling on and on now, but it's the truth. I can't imagine what my life would be like without him. And that scares me, it truly does. Because there's two days of the school year left, until two months straight where I won't see him, or talk to him, or laugh with him. Because, I know for a fact, that he likes this gorgeous, hilarious, pure-hearted girl. How can I compete with her? I feel like I can't, but I'm planning on telling him anyways. I'm just. Freaking. Out. Over. It. I seriously feel like I'm going to cry, and throw up. Right now, I mean, not when I tell him. What's happening to me? I shouldn't feel like that three days before I tell him, right? I should feel like that when I tell him, but not right now.. right? I just feel like I can't cope. I honestly feel like I can't talk to anyone about this, (J, I'm sorry if you're still reading this) but I just feel like, whenever I try, people just don't seem to care, or they change the topic.I have no clue what to say to him. I briefly thought of writing a note, but it just doesn't seem like it would be sincere enough. So, I decided on telling him in person, but what if I don't get the chance to, and what if I do get the chance to, but I just end up rambling on and on, and it just turns into some big thing that he doesn't follow and he doesn't hear what I'm actually trying to say and then the bell rings and he leaves without understanding? I just. I can't do it. I'm literally crying right now. What is happening to me? I can't cope. I just. I don't, understand. I've had boyfriends before, but him? I feel like he's so so special and dear to me, and I'm so afraid of messing that up. I just. I can't right now. Ugh. I'm sorry. This was just such a long ramble, and if you stuck through it then I applaud you. I'm just gonna go drown in my tears now. ;-;
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is So Confused About A Boy That She Actually Started Crying) <3
~Real quick side note: J (You know who you are)- I don't care if you read this post, just please don't talk to me about it, it would be much appreciated, thanks :)~
Really quick, (sorry D:) The reason why this is entitled, "Holy Bajeezus" is because I have no IDEA why I'm writing this, it's like, this is nothing I would write before, and I don't exactly know how this is making me feel right now.. ANYWAYS.
There's this guy.. (oh look, a classic start to a teenage girl going on and on about some guy that she likes, well, this is exactly one of those, so I apologize if you don't like it, but it's happening anyways.)
So, Like I said, There's this guy. And what a guy he is. He just makes me feel so happy, and makes me feel wanted and special. It doesn't even make sense though because I only have one class period with him, and we hardly talk. But when we do talk, we talk A LOT. He's so funny, and I feel like we have these inside jokes, and I can't explain them! They're just little things either he or I will say and then we share a look with each other and nobody else understands and they all just get confused and then we're like, "It's an inside joke." And it just makes me feel so happy. I can't explain what it is about him. Maybe it's the fact that whenever I turn to look at him he seems to always be already looking. Maybe it's the fact that whenever he does see me looking he gets this half crooked smile on his face that immediately makes me smile back. Then of course, I blush and look away, realizing what I was doing. Maybe it's the fact that, though I love all of my friends, there are days when I just don't want to talk, and he realizes that and doesn't repeatedly ask me what's wrong, instead he finds out what the little things are that make me smile and he uses them, never letting me dwell on what was making me upset. It's that I always try to find an excuse to talk to him, and he doesn't care that it's so blatantly obvious, and he finds some excuse to respond to my awkward comment that has nothing to do with anything, and we start conversations like that, and sometimes he makes those awkward excuses to talk to me too. It's how his hazel eyes have those bits of red in them and how he jokes around that my fake ginger hair matches his real ginger eyes. It's the fact that he doesn't care if I joke around and call him a ginger and that he tells it right back to me, even though I'm a fake one. It's the fact that if I can depend on anyone to talk, just talk, without any strings attached, it's him. I feel like I'm rambling on and on now, but it's the truth. I can't imagine what my life would be like without him. And that scares me, it truly does. Because there's two days of the school year left, until two months straight where I won't see him, or talk to him, or laugh with him. Because, I know for a fact, that he likes this gorgeous, hilarious, pure-hearted girl. How can I compete with her? I feel like I can't, but I'm planning on telling him anyways. I'm just. Freaking. Out. Over. It. I seriously feel like I'm going to cry, and throw up. Right now, I mean, not when I tell him. What's happening to me? I shouldn't feel like that three days before I tell him, right? I should feel like that when I tell him, but not right now.. right? I just feel like I can't cope. I honestly feel like I can't talk to anyone about this, (J, I'm sorry if you're still reading this) but I just feel like, whenever I try, people just don't seem to care, or they change the topic.I have no clue what to say to him. I briefly thought of writing a note, but it just doesn't seem like it would be sincere enough. So, I decided on telling him in person, but what if I don't get the chance to, and what if I do get the chance to, but I just end up rambling on and on, and it just turns into some big thing that he doesn't follow and he doesn't hear what I'm actually trying to say and then the bell rings and he leaves without understanding? I just. I can't do it. I'm literally crying right now. What is happening to me? I can't cope. I just. I don't, understand. I've had boyfriends before, but him? I feel like he's so so special and dear to me, and I'm so afraid of messing that up. I just. I can't right now. Ugh. I'm sorry. This was just such a long ramble, and if you stuck through it then I applaud you. I'm just gonna go drown in my tears now. ;-;
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is So Confused About A Boy That She Actually Started Crying) <3
Apparently My Hair Is Fake? ~A Daily Blog
Herro, c:
Just. Wow. Are you kidding me? This is just so stupid to me. So my (kind of) friend dyed her hair red, and my hair is red aswell. It doesn't bother me when people dye their hair the same color as me, not at all, in fact. I just joke around and say we're twinsies. So, I went up to her and complimented her hair, and she said thanks. I was totally kidding around and so I said, "Oh yes, I know exactly why you chose red." and jokingly and dramatically flipped my hair, and she responds. And. I. Quote. "Yeah, but mine's actually real." What the heck does she mean by that? Is my hair not real? If we are going by that freaking logic, you dyed your hair too, Honey. Like, come on. You're not all that. Honestly, this girl is one who thinks she is really awesome and way cool, but in truth, hang out with her sometime. She is not a very nice girl. She thinks that she's cooler than everyone. This comment just pissed me off. Like, Ergh. Just stop. Thinking. You're. Better. Than. Everyone. Else. The world would be a better place if we stopped comparing ourselves to others. Okay, I need to take a few relaxing hours on Tumblr. Goodbye my Lovelies! :*
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Apparently Has Fake Hair) <3
Just. Wow. Are you kidding me? This is just so stupid to me. So my (kind of) friend dyed her hair red, and my hair is red aswell. It doesn't bother me when people dye their hair the same color as me, not at all, in fact. I just joke around and say we're twinsies. So, I went up to her and complimented her hair, and she said thanks. I was totally kidding around and so I said, "Oh yes, I know exactly why you chose red." and jokingly and dramatically flipped my hair, and she responds. And. I. Quote. "Yeah, but mine's actually real." What the heck does she mean by that? Is my hair not real? If we are going by that freaking logic, you dyed your hair too, Honey. Like, come on. You're not all that. Honestly, this girl is one who thinks she is really awesome and way cool, but in truth, hang out with her sometime. She is not a very nice girl. She thinks that she's cooler than everyone. This comment just pissed me off. Like, Ergh. Just stop. Thinking. You're. Better. Than. Everyone. Else. The world would be a better place if we stopped comparing ourselves to others. Okay, I need to take a few relaxing hours on Tumblr. Goodbye my Lovelies! :*
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Apparently Has Fake Hair) <3
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
Yesterday And A Bit Of Today ~A Daily Blog
Hello Audience (Sponsor) c:
So, yesterday was probably the single most amazing day of my life. Well, one of two. (I'll post a blog about the other one later c:) My theatre friends and I went on a trip for this award show. It was in a city 3 hours away from where we live. It's basically the Tony awards for High School. It was sooo much fun! Like, nonstop funness! (Stupid auto-correct, Funness is too a word!) It was fun from the time we got on the bus at noon to the time we got off the bus at 1:40 AM. Yes, that is how long the trip was. Basically, this is a brief walk through of how our day went;
12:00Pm: Board bus and leave school
12:01Pm- 2:59 Pm: Bus ride to said City
3:00 Pm: Arrive in said City
3:01- 3:50(ish) Pm: Walk around said City to mall
4:00 (ish) Pm: go into mall and eat food! Nom Nom. I had pizza :DD It was a HUGEEE slice!
(Sometime after 4) - 6:05: Shop around said City in the designated boarders- Went to so many stores and didn't buy anything! I'm so proud of myself :').. Not. I wish I had bought stuff!! D:
6:05: After meeting back out front of mall, walk over to where the award show is
7-9:25: Watch show!:D The show was still really fun even though our musical did not get nominated for anything D:
Okay so after we left the theatre, we even left early so we could get on our bus and miss traffic- but oh no. The bus driver had to be 35 minutes late. ._. Okay, so we ended up getting on our bus shortly after 10pm, and as soon as we started driving, the bus driver said, "What's the quickest way out of here?" Like, are you kidding me? Ergh. Longest bus ride ever! But still fun! This one went for about 4 hours because of traffic, and half of it (for me and a few other people at least) was spent SLEEPING! <3 I seriously LOVE to sleep. It's my favorite thing ever! Then we arrived back at school at about 1:40 am, as I already stated. I was SO exhausted! I went almost immediately to sleep (after finishing a bit of homework I had of course)
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Today was just a continuation of yesterday to me, I was so tired and I actually dozed off in my first period! (it was theatre though so she understood) and I still haven't slept since I woke up @ 6:00 am this morning, soo... I think it's time for a small nap! Goodnight my lovelies! <3
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Duper Tired) <3
So, yesterday was probably the single most amazing day of my life. Well, one of two. (I'll post a blog about the other one later c:) My theatre friends and I went on a trip for this award show. It was in a city 3 hours away from where we live. It's basically the Tony awards for High School. It was sooo much fun! Like, nonstop funness! (Stupid auto-correct, Funness is too a word!) It was fun from the time we got on the bus at noon to the time we got off the bus at 1:40 AM. Yes, that is how long the trip was. Basically, this is a brief walk through of how our day went;
12:00Pm: Board bus and leave school
12:01Pm- 2:59 Pm: Bus ride to said City
3:00 Pm: Arrive in said City
3:01- 3:50(ish) Pm: Walk around said City to mall
4:00 (ish) Pm: go into mall and eat food! Nom Nom. I had pizza :DD It was a HUGEEE slice!
(Sometime after 4) - 6:05: Shop around said City in the designated boarders- Went to so many stores and didn't buy anything! I'm so proud of myself :').. Not. I wish I had bought stuff!! D:
6:05: After meeting back out front of mall, walk over to where the award show is
7-9:25: Watch show!:D The show was still really fun even though our musical did not get nominated for anything D:
Okay so after we left the theatre, we even left early so we could get on our bus and miss traffic- but oh no. The bus driver had to be 35 minutes late. ._. Okay, so we ended up getting on our bus shortly after 10pm, and as soon as we started driving, the bus driver said, "What's the quickest way out of here?" Like, are you kidding me? Ergh. Longest bus ride ever! But still fun! This one went for about 4 hours because of traffic, and half of it (for me and a few other people at least) was spent SLEEPING! <3 I seriously LOVE to sleep. It's my favorite thing ever! Then we arrived back at school at about 1:40 am, as I already stated. I was SO exhausted! I went almost immediately to sleep (after finishing a bit of homework I had of course)
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Today was just a continuation of yesterday to me, I was so tired and I actually dozed off in my first period! (it was theatre though so she understood) and I still haven't slept since I woke up @ 6:00 am this morning, soo... I think it's time for a small nap! Goodnight my lovelies! <3
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Super Duper Tired) <3
Monday, June 10, 2013
I Haven't Been On In A While! :o ~A Daily Blog
Hey Everyone! c:
Sorry I haven't been on for a while! I've been super busy with school work! I've had finals and I've had a few theatre projects I've had to do. So I'm sorry! A little update on my life..? Well, as I've already said, I've had a few finals and my math teacher chooses to punish us by giving us math to do on the last week of school ._.That reminds me! School is out on the 18th! There's only 8 days!! :D I am seriously so excited! One week from tomorrow and the school year shall be over! asdfghjkl; about that.. Uhm.. I'm still awkward as ever, but I got the guy I like to sign my yearbook, so that was a plus! But I think he knows that I like him and I'm fairly certain that he likes somebody else, so that truly makes me really sad. Can we just talk about this really fast? We've started talking A LOT lately. Everytime when we are talking and I feel like he likes me, he always pulls back and leaves me more confused than ever. I just don't know what to do anymore. So, I've come to a conclusion. The last day of school is a half day and I only have one class with him, which is 4th. I've decided to somehow figure a way to tell him I like him at the end of that class period. I don't know how well it will work out, but I figure, hey, we won't have lunch after that so if it goes wrong I can just run out of class and go to my next class, and then it's a half day, so nothing will really change. Besides, it will be the last day of school, so him and I will both have an entire 2 months to forget about it, but if it goes good then we will probably end up talking and hanging out over summer, soo... D: I'm just so nervous and I have no idea how to go about telling him!
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If you have any cute ideas on how to tell someone you like them then PLEASE, post in the comments! It would help out a bunch and I'll give you a virtual hug if you do!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Likes A Ginger) <3
Sorry I haven't been on for a while! I've been super busy with school work! I've had finals and I've had a few theatre projects I've had to do. So I'm sorry! A little update on my life..? Well, as I've already said, I've had a few finals and my math teacher chooses to punish us by giving us math to do on the last week of school ._.That reminds me! School is out on the 18th! There's only 8 days!! :D I am seriously so excited! One week from tomorrow and the school year shall be over! asdfghjkl; about that.. Uhm.. I'm still awkward as ever, but I got the guy I like to sign my yearbook, so that was a plus! But I think he knows that I like him and I'm fairly certain that he likes somebody else, so that truly makes me really sad. Can we just talk about this really fast? We've started talking A LOT lately. Everytime when we are talking and I feel like he likes me, he always pulls back and leaves me more confused than ever. I just don't know what to do anymore. So, I've come to a conclusion. The last day of school is a half day and I only have one class with him, which is 4th. I've decided to somehow figure a way to tell him I like him at the end of that class period. I don't know how well it will work out, but I figure, hey, we won't have lunch after that so if it goes wrong I can just run out of class and go to my next class, and then it's a half day, so nothing will really change. Besides, it will be the last day of school, so him and I will both have an entire 2 months to forget about it, but if it goes good then we will probably end up talking and hanging out over summer, soo... D: I'm just so nervous and I have no idea how to go about telling him!
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If you have any cute ideas on how to tell someone you like them then PLEASE, post in the comments! It would help out a bunch and I'll give you a virtual hug if you do!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Likes A Ginger) <3
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Audin ~A Fanfiction
Hey Everybody! c:
(Tell me I wasn't the only one who thought of Dr Nick.. (Simpsons?))
Anyways,
This is a fanfiction about my friends, I just changed their names to remain... "Anonymous"
Well, I hope you like it! Tell me your opinion in the comments! :D
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(Tell me I wasn't the only one who thought of Dr Nick.. (Simpsons?))
Anyways,
This is a fanfiction about my friends, I just changed their names to remain... "Anonymous"
Well, I hope you like it! Tell me your opinion in the comments! :D
~
Audin
He saw her around school at first. Jordin thought she was so pretty and he thought that she didn’t deserve to be sad. He wanted her to be the happiest girl in the world, so he started talking to her. Telling her she’s beautiful and sharing his best corny jokes with her just so that he could see her smile, her genuine smile at that. In a way, he was kind of happy when they broke up, but he immediately dismissed the thought. The break up made her sad, and if there was one thing that he didn’t like about her, it was when she is sad.
He saw her around school at first. Jordin thought she was so pretty and he thought that she didn’t deserve to be sad. He wanted her to be the happiest girl in the world, so he started talking to her. Telling her she’s beautiful and sharing his best corny jokes with her just so that he could see her smile, her genuine smile at that. In a way, he was kind of happy when they broke up, but he immediately dismissed the thought. The break up made her sad, and if there was one thing that he didn’t like about her, it was when she is sad.
He
approached her one day at lunch. “Hey Aubrey.” Jordin was never much of a flirt
and just thinking about trying immediately turned his face bright red.
Aubrey looked up from her uneaten
food to Jordin, memorizing the details of his face, worried that one day she
may not have this amazing guy to talk to everyday. She hadn’t thought much
about it, but lately, she’s been noticing the little things about him. The way
his face turns red when anything inappropriate is brought up and the way he
gets this crooked smile whenever they talk. She realized then, that she had
actually fallen for the boy with the goofy grin and innocent demeanor. She
tried to play it off casually as if she didn’t just have a life changing
realization. “Hey Jordin.”
They
both look away, red in the face. Neither knew what to say. Jordin knew that she
was upset before he walked over, but as soon as he did, her face lit up like a
child’s face on Christmas. Aubrey was confused on her feelings, but there he
was, his face red from nervousness or awkwardness, she couldn’t tell which.
“Uhm,
well..” Jordin’s attempt to start a conversation ending with an even more awkward
silence shared between the two of them.
“Jordin,
I’ve got to go, um, take a test.. I’ll talk to you later, okay?” With that,
Aubrey left her uneaten food behind and left him sitting there, even more
confused than ever.
The
rest of the week passed similar to this, Jordin trying, as always, to get
closer to Aubrey. The next Friday however, it was Aubrey who approached Jordin
first. “Jordin, I know I’ve been acting really weird lately, but there’s
something I’ve been meaning to tell you.. I really like you. I discovered this
a while back, I just didn’t know how to make it unobvious. I was so afraid that
you would hate me for it, but I knew that I couldn’t hide from it or you
forever, so I just had to tell you I’m so sorry!..” She continued to ramble on,
not knowing how to get all of her thoughts and feelings out into the open fast
enough and with enough clarity. That was, until Jordin put a hand out gently to
stop her, lightly letting his fingertips rest on her lips.
“Aubrey,
I don’t think you understand. I like you too, I may even love you. I think I
have since I first met you. You make me so happy, the way you laugh and obsess
over the little things. You warm my heart every time I see you or hear you say
my name.” With those words, he leans down and gently brushes his lips across
hers. He pulls back, looking at her. Just her. His Aubrey.
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Copyright That Girl Next Door. Please don't use my story, unless you ask me first and credit me! (Sorry for seeming a bit weird with that, I just am protective over my work) Well that was it! I hope you all enjoyed it! Today was such an uneventful day though! D: Tumblr, here I come!
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door <3
That Girl Next Door <3
Thursday, June 6, 2013
I Am Such A Horrible Person
Hey, c:
MY FRIEND AND I ARE SUCH HORRIBLE PEOPLE. So, me and (Let's go with Q) anyways, Q and I are surprising my friend.. Z that Q is going on this trip with Z and I next Tuesday. Z would not leave Q and I alone because she knew there was something going on. So Q had the bright idea to tell her that one of our friends is dying and Tuesday is his last day. We even got him in on this prank and Z is now freaking out thinking that this boy that is our bestfriend is going to die. We are planning on having him tell her tomorrow though that he isn't actually going to die. She is going to murder us. It's inevitable, but...we kind of deserve it after what we did. Oh gosh, we are going to burn in hell. Anyways, I felt like sharing. By the way, thank you guys so much for reading, it really means a lot to me. You don't have to follow, but it would be much appreciated! c: Also, please recommend to your friends if you like me! c: Love you guys!<3 Have a lovely rest of your day! c:
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Going To Burn In Hell) <3
MY FRIEND AND I ARE SUCH HORRIBLE PEOPLE. So, me and (Let's go with Q) anyways, Q and I are surprising my friend.. Z that Q is going on this trip with Z and I next Tuesday. Z would not leave Q and I alone because she knew there was something going on. So Q had the bright idea to tell her that one of our friends is dying and Tuesday is his last day. We even got him in on this prank and Z is now freaking out thinking that this boy that is our bestfriend is going to die. We are planning on having him tell her tomorrow though that he isn't actually going to die. She is going to murder us. It's inevitable, but...we kind of deserve it after what we did. Oh gosh, we are going to burn in hell. Anyways, I felt like sharing. By the way, thank you guys so much for reading, it really means a lot to me. You don't have to follow, but it would be much appreciated! c: Also, please recommend to your friends if you like me! c: Love you guys!<3 Have a lovely rest of your day! c:
Truly Yours,
That Girl Next Door (Who Is Going To Burn In Hell) <3
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