That pretty much explains how I feel right now. I have auditions for my school musical tomorrow after school. I am so nervous you have NO IDEA. I just really want to be a main role this time. This year I was a chorus member and then a techie for the musical/play.. I just really really want to be somebody that has more than a couple lines, maybe even has a solo part. That's just wishful thinking though, I mean, I'd be fine with any character honestly. I would just *prefer* to get a lead role. Erghh. I am so nervous though! We have to sing 60 seconds of the two songs we were given, recite one of the two monologues of our choice. (Hopefully I won't forget that!) Besides that, we need to bring water and exercising clothes for the dance we won't learn until auditions start! Did I mention I don't work well under pressure and I get mild anxiety attacks? Not good. I will probably just be running on pure adrenaline tomorrow! Asdfghjkl. I feel like I'm gonna do horrible at the dancing part especially. I am like the biggest cluts ever and for the last musical auditions, you know what happened? Well, of course you don't, but now I'm gonna tell you. We had this dance we had to do, and I had it rehearsed and prepared, but then here comes my clumsy self getting in my own way. Do you guys know what a "Hitch-kick" is? Basically, it's a dance move where you jump up with one knee out, and then with that momentum, when you touch back down, you swing your other leg out to a full strength kick. Well, I had that done well, but then here comes performance time, I went to do the move, and instead of kicking, my foot came out from under me and I landed on my butt! It was so embarrassing! I wasn't hurt at all (unless you count my dignity and pride) I was just mortified that I was the only one who had fallen. Nobody remembers it now, so no harm done, but still. I'm so nervous something like that will happen tomorrow! Ugh. Anyways I need to sleep now, I have school in the morning! Wish me "break a leg"!
Goodnight My Cupcakes! Yours Truly,
That Girl Next Door
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